tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-642324644529870706.post5346718944991596630..comments2023-11-02T05:33:49.232-07:00Comments on Citizen Kurt: Expectations of being aloneAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03937296494890123999noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-642324644529870706.post-83094164331544297092009-12-22T01:49:42.334-08:002009-12-22T01:49:42.334-08:00There is such a huge difference between being alon...There is such a huge difference between being alone and being lonely. Being alone is something you own. Being lonely is that out of control feeling that hurts. You must choose to be alone without being lonely.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-642324644529870706.post-79558542592347741122009-12-19T13:10:15.274-08:002009-12-19T13:10:15.274-08:00Kurt,
I was in this space of being alone, not hav...Kurt,<br /><br />I was in this space of being alone, not having the feeling that you have someone there, to help with the feeling that you are not going to be a lonely old man one day and not have the love that you need and desire. It is a hard rodeo, the one where you do not want to feel lonely but that you are part of something special. I have known you for a long time. Seen from the outside as you have had ups and downs, guys (boy friends) coming and going. We even thought and talked about dating a few times. But what I want to share with you is that you need to know that you are a special and awesome person. You have so many talents and gifts that you have been blessed with that at times I think that you have over looked them. Take inventory of what and who you are, this might be a good time right now with your choice of seeking help. You need to take a step and seek what you like and desire that makes you, Kurt happy. Not what other friend, acquaintance or passer by says. Listen and really pay attention to the inventory that you have taken and find a way to get back what you like and adore about yourself. What makes you SMILE and be happy. Not what others say is good for you or what should make you happy. As you do this it will he hard and difficult letting go of the old and things that are not working to what will. Cleaning house I call it. I do I daily on what is in my life and as a result I smile more and happier more with who and what I am in life. I know I am not a therapist and expert but I know you as a friend and you can work though this and not be in a bad state. As I friend I am there for you, a shoulder to cry on and someone to be supportive. Be brave and be blessed.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-642324644529870706.post-91170824041171517322009-12-19T07:57:44.140-08:002009-12-19T07:57:44.140-08:00until I can remember my user account name...i have...until I can remember my user account name...i have to sign unknown :)..im teejaybadassjr on twitterAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-642324644529870706.post-48098243615346022832009-12-19T07:56:32.558-08:002009-12-19T07:56:32.558-08:00I truly understand parts of what you have written...I truly understand parts of what you have written but I wish I knew why you are going into the hospital/or what has led you down to this path. I know what being alone is about...and what expectations one can realize and accept...Im older than you..not wiser but more experienced in this path you speak about....I feel bad that your ex has not replied to your calling...but in the long run...you will if you have any belief or self worth...be a stronger person.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com